I do not deserve

you were so loving,
you were so tender,
you were so soft,
thought I did not deserve.

you started snapping,
you started yelling,
you started hurting,
thought I deserved better.

i wanted tenderness, you snapped,
I wanted softness, you yelled,
I wanted love, you hurt,
I did not deserve? I deserve better?
I do not know
any more...